It's been like this forever...
No more...
I hate my fucking life
I don't give a fuck
About all of your problems
I could give a rats ass
How your feeling today
Take your worldly advice
And shove it straight up your ass
Thanks for coming around
To fuck up my day
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I try
Tolerate
Goodbye
Take me
Look at you, I can't
You don't see the whole picture
Take my bed of dirt
Cold and empty I'll stay
What's the point of trying
To stay above the surface
Take my life from me
Help me to ease my pain
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Try to see the way around you
I can't find it
Try to take the path behind me
Can't rewind it
Stick your finger in my face and
I will break it
Leave me with an after taste
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Mother Fucker
You push yourself on me
You force yourself on me
You free yourself through me
You'd better save yourself from me
Every time you want me to be
Something I could never be
You'll have to wait and see
Till the next time that you have to
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Come again
This time you will
Come again
I hate myself for you
I break myself for you
I'd kill myself for you
I'd better save myself from you
Every time you want me to be
Something you could never be
Guess you'll have to wait and see
Till the next time that you have to
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If you have to walk my way
Have something to say
Get the fuck away
Can't take one more day
I cannot conform
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Hate me
Kill me
Fuck me
Save me

I walk alone
I am alone
I think alone
I'll die alone
Don't think I can make it on my own
I think I need someone to save me
Such is life
So sad but true
Kill everything
That's close to you
Try to decide what not to do
You know you cannot control me
I think there's no point in
Going any further
Than I've gone already
Can't keep my hands steady
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Sadness
Everyday for me
You can't
Take that away from me
All these fucking thoughts inside my head
Are almost more than I can take
You push and push on me
You're gonna keep on pushing
Till I break
You think you control me
Have no chains to hold me
Only thing that saves me
Voices just might kill me
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I light another cigarette
Stop to think about it
Come to no conclusions
Take each step as it comes
Hold no prisoners except myself
Painful thoughts denied
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Try to explain
My loss of words
Fuck you, I piss upon you all
My head is a barricade
Filled with peaceful thoughts
With evil outcomes
No one understands
Try to break the barrier
I see no outlet
No ones there to catch me when I fall
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Can't you see?
I fucking hate me
The walls around me caving in
Cracked and gray
Remind me of myself, I need some help
There's no one else
I'm empty
Addicted
Pissed off
And still afraid
Of what you
Have left me
To live in
This mess you've made
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I feel
Useless
Jaded
Nameless
The ride is over I've come down
Hate to be
Can't rely on myself, for my own health
To just say no
I'm fucked up
Distorted
Dysfunctional
And drained
All of my deep rooted
Fears seem to get
The best of me
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I hate the way you fuck with me
Can't rely on open eyes to see
Force these painful visions from my head
You won't be happy till I break down
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Nameless
(Can't you see? I fucking hate me)

You take away
I feel the same
You take away
I feel the same
All the promises you made to me
You made in vain
I lost myself inside
Your tainted smile again
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You can feel my anger
You can feel my pain
You can feel this torment
Driving me insane
I can't fight these feelings
They bring only pain
You can't take away
Make me whole again
I feel betrayed
Stuck in your ways
And you rip me apart with the
Brutal things you say
I can't deal with this shit anymore
I just look away
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Mudshovel
You take away
I feel the same
All these promises
You promised only pain
If you take away
And leave me with nothing again
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You will feel my anger
You will feel my pain
You will feel my torment
I'll drive you insane
I won't fight these feelings
I will bring you pain
I won't take away
I'll be whole again
Mudshovel

"What is your fucking problem?"
"You wanna know what my problem is?"
Alone, I walk beside myself
Alone, you put me on your shelf
Alone, with my insanity
Alone, no one to blame but me
But if you had told me when I was much younger
That life has a way of pulling you right under
I wouldn't be standing here preaching my hate
I stand at the edge staring into my fate
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I see thru you
What makes you think that you're god?
I see thru you
Pick up the pieces as I fall apart
I see thru you
Why must you fuck with me this way?
I see thru you
(No one to blame but me?)
Betrayed, you left me here for dead
Betrayed, by the voices in my head
Betrayed, left me out in the rain
Betrayed, nothing left but pain
I'm sick of the answers
Your cannibal instincts and false dedications
You leave me here cold, nothing left but my shell
To die while I'm living and burn in my hell
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I pick you apart little by little
Till nothing is left but the look on your face
Once inside out I can get at what's inside
Beneath your face I can see your disgrace
The walls that you build up will crumble around you
The pain you will feel as you wither away
The sun though it comes up will warm you no longer
Your strongest emotions
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I pick you apart little by little
Till nothing is left but the look on your face
Once inside out I can get at what's inside
Beneath your face I can see your disgrace

Which way do I go?
Pain, I wallow, I cannot keep it down
Hate, I swallow, I cannot keep it down
Down
You, I hate you, I cannot keep you down
You, I'll rape you, I cannot keep it down
Down
You before me
I can't take any more
Of what you have to offer
My ears are sore
Leave my feelings
In a heap by the door
Can't go up any further
Come crashing back down
Down
Pain, I wallow, I cannot keep it down
Hate, I swallow, I cannot keep it down
Down

What the fuck's the purpose
I didn't scratch the surface
Immune to what your saying
All along decaying
Can't see thru the fire
Darkness lone desire
Quiet in my corner
Building up the border
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Can't stand the way you make me feel today
No one's kind is all you'll ever be
Can't see thru the rain
Too much time
No sublime
Loss of energy
No symmetry
Fuck society
Lost in naivety
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Can't bite the hand that feeds me
Can't take away what's in me
Addicted to the feelings
Lose touch with all I've know
The cobwebs on the ceiling
Make me aware that I'm all alone
The endless rain washes all away
Makes clean the mess I have made

Watch me suffer
You'll feel better
Stick the needle in my vein
Lost my feelings with my dealing
Thoughts of only you remains
Fuck
Rip and tear
In my despair
Agonizing over shit
Feel the needle burn and tingle
My bad habits deal with it
Fuck
I will self destruct
My light has slowly faded
Broken and degraded
Suffocate in my sorrow
Maybe I Maybe I'll die tomorrow
This riot that I've sited
Came to you uninvited
Truth hurts when it's in your face
Are you afraid of it?
Fuck
I will self destruct
I think I'm gonna think I'm gonna..
I will self destruct

The thoughts from my mind
Command my lips to say I hate you
The thoughts from my mind
Command my hands to cut your silken flesh
The thoughts from my mind
Command my feet to stomp your head
The thoughts from my mind have one question
When will this ever end?
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Not much to the life I live
Same four walls
I have nothing left to give
Please take it all away
Same four walls
The thoughts from my mind
Feel the pain as rats claw at my flesh
The thoughts from my mind
Feel the joy as the needle hits my vein
The thoughts from my mind
Smells the stench as shit runs down my leg
The thoughts from my mind ask for sanity
Now for this I beg
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The thoughts from my mind
Command my lips to say I hate you
The thoughts from my mind
Command my hands to cut your silken flesh
The thoughts from my mind
Command my feet to stomp your head
The thoughts from my mind have one question
When will I be dead?
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